On A High
My thoughts … no my mind is always on a spin. Was thinking my shift is still at 1:30 AM … it was that way the past 4 days so am assuming it has not changed, didn’t check on my sched as well yesterday after my shift ends.
Had a busy day after shift , from school to home then back to school again just so I can complete my enrollment (I hope its all worth the hassle), then Wafa and I took my tower and monitor to the shop so they can repair it. It’d take a bit of time for it to get repaired. Bureaucracy and all … hehehe … they’d have the monitor sent to the manufacturer, would take around a week for them to check on whats wrong would give me the feedback the soonest possible then hopefully we can get it up and running. (Cant afford to waste the router I purchased … hehehe). Don’t like the idea of them poking through my files … my ebooks, my photos (mine and wafa’s), my songs, my stories and all that so I asked for my hard disk … brought it home with me and tucked it safely in my drawer.
After we left the shop, we went straight to the office, I needed to get my cross stitch frame w/c is occupying our locker (wouldn’t wait for Momie Mier to complain) and to submit the loan form thingy. On the cab we talked about this and that … the more we talked the more suffocated I’ve become. Work … the hassles at work, the rumors at work, the issues at work, people at work, all about work. And I felt strangled.
So far I haven’t heard anything good maybe am listening with the wrong ear, or maybe the right ear but with the wrong crowd. I dunno … it added to my feeling of ennui and disgust.
Must be the reason why my head is always on a spin when it comes to work. The people around me somehow appear as a blur … whew! Now that’s what I call on a high.
I should have tied my shoelace a long time ago and left without turning back … now don’t think I can … not without doing what I’ve set my heart on to in the interim of my 4th and 6th month.
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My Pink Shoelace @ 2:10 am 
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