Am Scared
I saw a good friend yesterday, a registered nurse whose working in a call center as well, after the usual chit chat I asked her what kind of illness is it when you puke what you eat. She said without hesitation that its bulimia, I said but with bulimia you binge eat then you force yourself to puke what you eat as guilt of having eaten that much arises. She said thats true, but with my case I don’t force myself to puke, they come naturally, no hassles whatsoever but they leave me empty and damn so tired after with watery eyes as if am crying.
Grrrr… my friend said it could be that I have problems with my spainters (what the hell is that?) and I need to see a general internist as soon as possible. She said if worst comes to worst I’d have to undergo surgery but if its not critical there are medicines to correct the damage.
Huhuhu am scared, didnt tell my mom; she has problems of her own and this is something I need to face on my own. I’ve always been scared of doctors, the agony of waiting for my turn, of the tests to be made, of being alone with my thoughts and my fears.
Damn!
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