My Pink Shoelace

Felt so stupid when I arrived at the locker room only to find out my key was left at home, saw Mykers in the lobby and she did offer that I place my bag in their locker, problem is I won’t be able to get as they go home earlier than I do. Good thing D was there and being the nice super human that he is, I had my bag placed in their locker for the whole shift. So dilemma solved. When I went to the floor the first thing I noticed was Creepy One’s 7th heaven smile … and he said “yes”, I can’t describe how happy I was with his news, I figured sooner or later it will be them but getting the confirmation just sealed it. Last monday morning had breakfast with Ching and MJ, was with the cute one on our way to Ila Puti and Creepy One was there too … they left after we reached Ila Puti and the way she referred to the both of them as one was enough for me to tell that it’s either they’re done with the lecture or is on their way to finishing it.

Happiness is such a hard commodity to come by, that though I don’t have it for myself its safe to say am happy seeing it in people who means a lot to me. Creepy One is one of them and knowing him and what he’s been through, he deserves it and I wish them well.

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Was a bit disappointed when Kathy told me Vic can’t go with us to Palawan, he didn’t have any VL credits left so he won’t go. So its gonna be just me, Kathy and Rich; Was stunned by the way Rich asked me straight out yesterday if there’s anything between me and Vic, the way he pointed out that we went to Bohol together …. Is it so hard to believe that a girl and a guy are just plain friends nothing more nothing less? *sigh*

I just hope they’ll approve my leave for March and hopefully for February too … Out of nowhere Bebang and I decided to go to Bohol this Feb. 24 and 25 … since I have a class on Saturdays, we’ll prolly leave at night .. I’ve been to Bohol once, one of the memorable moments in this “emo” life I’m living, and am excited to go back with someone though not so close but someone I admire for the strength and positivity that she has.

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They let me go half day as am scheduled for appearance at DFA for my passport, was told I should be there at around 10 AM, called up their office to get hold of their agent’s number only to find out that am rescheduled at 1 PM … Grrr … After coming up the nerve to ask my TL if I can go half day, this is what I get. *sigh*

I’ll have my mandarin class again tonight and damn! its tough … there are like 6 of us and our teacher is a native speaker … its fun but it really is difficult. Am not giving up though, was asked why I studied mandarin, do I have any intention of migrating to China? … my answer is I dunno … I still have a lot of issues to settle, mom’s passing unearth a lot of old promises and deals … I need to make a stand on. Only then can I move on, once they’re closed as resolved.