My Pink Shoelace

if I said I Love You … What Would You Do?

January 23, 2008

Medical Career

Since the year 2002, the medical course has been a boom, more and more high school graduates take up nursing when they go to college. It has been the trend since then that nursing students aspire to go to the US the moment they get certified here and will pass all the necessary examinations needed. Then came the rise of care givers, a lot of institutions rise offering care giving courses in a span of three to 6 months. It has been an option for those young professionals who want a shift in their career path and has ambitions of going abroad to take up care giving courses get certified and work outside of the country. Medical Career Training.com provides visitors with the most comprehensive information available on medical training programs, information on career options for individuals looking to work in the medical field, as well as the degrees available and course offerings at leading institutions. The schools forms they have are updated so prospective students can process out their application online.

Cuts Like A Knife

… Jealousy it cuts like a knife.

Bebang and I had a girl to girl talk yesterday over lunch after our shift, we’re not close but she’s a good friend and someone I admire for her strength. Find it heart warming to know that am not the only one who is in need of happiness … that am not the only one who’s not in denial and who has acknowledged the fact that there’s that searing loneliness and emptiness (double jud!!!) haunting us. If only we can buy happiness we would have done anything possible to buy it … its such a hard commodity to come by for people like us that sometimes when I see it in others I get amazed that they have it and I dont.

Someone told me happiness is a state of mind, that if you want to be happy its all up to you, basically the same thing another colleague said. She’s been through this sort of depression stage and can fully relate to what am going through …. accdg. to her its only me who can help myself get over it. *sigh* easier said than done.

We’re the exact opposite, Bebang and I, she can talk about her feelings while I can’t. She has no qualms crying when needed in front of other people, don’t think I’ll ever do that. Tears, were a sign of weakness or so I’ve been told … so whenever I cry, I do it in private …. this seems to be on top of my activities lately *sigh*

Got hurt by what I found out earlier … though I know it’s illogical and I have no right to be feeling this way … but damn! I was hurt, I still am … and only one soul knows about it. She said don’t give up … give it time … how much time do I need to spare? When its plain to see that am the only one waiting for what will never be…

3 girlfriends would be on the lose come Feb … hopefully they’ll approve my leave. Someone used to ask … what exactly do you want? My answer was what I want … you cannot give.

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