Home Is Where She Is
Can no longer count the number of times I’ve shed tears today, I don’t usually pity myself but right now, am just at my lowest. People talking about their families hit me straight in the head, couple of times I thought I heard her voice calling me, or at the mall I saw her standing with her back facing me only to find out it was just someone almost similar to her. Went home late, made me realize I can stay out all night for all I care no one’s gonna look for me, I basically don’t have any reason to go home. When Mitchy asked if am gonna buy groceries inwardly I said I got no one to buy those groceries for.
I keep a happy facade at work, for the sake of those people who care, for them not to worry about me. But I can’t keep the facade 24/7, I crumble when no ones watching.
Am just waiting for that day, that blissful day, where she’ll realize am better off with her than here and then we’ll be together.
