My Pink Shoelace

for what was and for what I know will never be

March 2, 2008

Swollen

I missed Priscilla Minnette’s baptism which is today at 10AM,  I couldn’t go there looking like this, swollen eyes as a result of nonstop crying last night *sigh*  So I made up some stupid excuse which they accepted without question and I regretted last night … it made me miss one of the most memorable moments I could ever have. Now am scared I wont be able to attend the last gathering of my wave cause of this, looked at the mirror earlier and I cant believe I look so disheveled.

He manage to pull the wrong triggers and though I know its unintentional but it made me cry nonetheless and I hate it.  Was thinking maybe I ought not to talk to him anymore, but thats unfair, then I realized if there’s anyone in the world I can talk to w/o worrying I might sound stupid that’d be him.

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