My Pink Shoelace

for what was and for what I know will never be

March 16, 2008

What She Wanted … What am afraid of

This is what my mom wanted me to have

Its what am afraid to get myself into

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For Now

Sure enough I made a disclaimer on a previous post about me regretting writing it which I think I now do but damn it! It was what I felt at the time and it gets stronger by the minute. The change the regression the drawing back they’re all getting stronger. Am not sure where this is leading but for what its worth, am done with school at least for this semester. Was absent from work last night I thought am able to go without sleep but I can’t and the hell with what others think, the only being more concerned about how well my health goes was my mom and now its up to me otherwise I’d be a sitting duck waiting … waiting for my turn.

Am just proud of myself and I think mom would too for having been able to submit all papers and portfolios in time not to brag but not all of us in school were able to do so. Hehehe others stall and would submit their papers next week which if I’ve known I still wouldn’t do. So am free with school work for now and I can look forward to my leaves and LOA and hopefully they’re not retracted.

*sigh*

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