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May 31, 2008

Help Me Figure Out What I Want

Talked to Doi when I came in I was loads early for my shift so we got ample time to chitchat which brought the topic of her planned trip to Thailand, its basically a business trip as she’s going there with her business partner to shop for stocks for their RTW business. Now me being me, said I’d like to go and to make the story short I filed for leave (again!!!) on July 31st to August 8th. Planned on purchasing the tickets earlier but dilly dallied a bit as I was still informing my beloved aunt and wait what she has to say.

What she had to say was quite a mouthful if I may say so. She pointed out, “I can support you month per month should you decide to stop working and just do whatever you want, but what I cannot give you is the long term benefits the company is giving you which you obviously took forgranted.

Life didn’t stop when your mom left so unless you’ve figured out what you want to do with your life I suggest to stick with what you have and work on unclattering your clattered mind. “

Whew!!! that was a mouthful … and she’s right am not sure what I want, thats my biggest dilemma as of the moment figuring out what I want. Going to Thailand is like a dream come true and its within my grasp that I know but am not sure yet if my VL’s gonna be approved.

In an email exchange with Lex she said to just stick with the job still until I know what I want and is done with my masters besides I have friends here am sure gonna miss if I leave.

On her email :

“Btw, tell whoever he is about how you feel.. Set yourself free. hehehe
bahala xa it’s his loss kung dili xa karealize sa imo importance
.”

Weeeeeee … I can only imagine the look on his face if I decide to spill my guts … that big WHAAAATTTTTTTT??? and the blank look and hopefully a beautiful smile and not a freaking rejection.

Gaming

Before I left for work earlier, a team mate and I were talking about the casinos, online casino that is. He’s addicted to poker and has been at it for quite someitme, like me he’s also making a bit of cash online through the various online casinos he’s joining. He explained how it works, even talked about the movie 21 where the basic logic of counting is applied. Basic though it is but it needs a quick mind whew!! checked a few of these casinos online and am overwhelmed on what I found. There are loads of them, don’t even know where to begin.

May 30, 2008

My Comfort Zone

When I sold my 2nd notebook to a good friend what I had in mind was getting a mac book (black) or a Pink Sony Vaio. Upon going to Singapore I had every intention of getting one, was at the Digitalife Mall and checked on the prices when my aunt said, I can’t get a mac because she’s using one and we’re not of the same level plus should I have problems with it when I get home I don’t have friends who can fix it for me. So I said I’d like to have the Pink Sony Vaio, she said anything beyond 13.3 inches display is huge and pink is just so out of her league. Am the one whose gonna use it and why should she care? But then again its her money so I had my mouth zipped. What I got instead is an HP Pavilion tx 2000 Entertainment Notebook PC.

 

My 3rd notebook in a span of 7 months though its not colored pink but I love it nonetheless, made a promise to keep this for at least another 6 months maybe longer … whew!! As much as I’d loved a Pink notebook but as this is a gift I’d cherish this for good.

 

May 29, 2008

Thinking Of You

Since I have let my feelings known to you, I am thinking of no one else but you; Exaggerated but true.

You said that it might just be my imagination and I am just in the middle of confusion but I can’t teach myself what to feel; all I know it’s real.

 

I am sometimes holding back my emotion,

Because I have a notion that this will just end up to frustration, but holding it is not the solution; I must face it with full preparation…

 

Just wanna let you know that I have been thinking a lot about you

 

~A good friend of mine from work posted this on his Multiply Site, with his permission am posting it here. He’s told someone of how he feels but this person doesn’t seem to believe him. Friends laughed at me because am obviously nuts about him hahaha only the poor creature doesnt have a clue (toinks!!) I was advised to do the same to just spill my guts out after all its the 21st century. But then am way too scared to be rejected … so .. so .. I’d rather keep it to myself ~

Lawyers

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May 28, 2008

The L Tag

Name 10 things that start with L. Saw this on Wafa’s blog as I was doing my rounds and I took the liberty of grabbing it. Hehehe

1. Lasagna – am craving for one!
2. Love – fell in love with the wrong man and definitely at the wrong time.
3. Laptop – my all time boyfriend!! Hehehe
4. Lampshades – those cute ones that you place on children’s study table .. heheh got three on board.
5. Lingerie – an ultimate collection …. whew!!
6. Losing weight – gave up on this one … hahaha realized am still loved even if am fat
7. Locket – am crazy about them
8. Laundry – good thing someone takes care of them for me
9. Lillies – are there pink lillies? nice to see one
10. Ladybugs – scary …

To anyone who wants to do this meme feel free to do so. :)

May 27, 2008

Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian

Watch this on DVD but before I did, read the book like months ago and I like it. Am a huge fan of fantasy series and this one is part of my top 10 list. Friends from work would wanna see it on the big screen and I think I’ll go with them, hehehe the big screen has that appeal and I’d love to watch this on the big screen.

“It wouldn’t have worked anyway.”

“Why?”

“Am 1300 years older than you.”

The Call – Regina Spektor

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

‘Til it was a battle cry
I’ll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

 

Just because everything’s changing
Doesn’t mean it’s never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

 

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You’ll come back when it’s over
No need to say goodbye

 

You’ll come back when it’s over
No need to say goodbye

 

Now we’re back to the beginning
It’s just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can’t feel it too
Doesn’t mean that you have to forget

 

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
‘Til they’re before your eyes
You’ll cone back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

 

You’ll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

This was played on the last part when Aslan sends the Kings and Queens back to their world.

My First and Last Tag

My First and Last Tag

Thank you Soreal for this cutie blog hihihhi
Participants: 1. Me and Mine 2.Creative In Me 3.Little Peanut 4. Pea in a Pod 5. Sugar Magnolias 6. Supermodel Wannabe 7. FunFierceFabulous 8. A Sweet Taste Of Life 9. My Life in this Wonderful World! 10.So Real 11. My Pink Shoelace 12.ADD YOUR BLOG!
First
* First real job: Human Switchboard (still on it … 2 years and counting)
* First screen name: Rowena
* First funeral: My mom
* First pet: Barkies
* First piercing: Ears
* First tattoo: should be on my left wrist (still contemplating .. hehehe)
* First credit card: Citibank
* First kiss: September 2006 (waaaaaaaaaaaaa……..oppppssss)
* First enemy: uuuhmmm … can’t remember
Last
* Last car ride: Tuesday dawn
* Last kiss: Uhmmm … couple of days ago … weeeeeeeeeeeee

Now am tagging: Cathy, Juliana and Sheng

May 25, 2008

Team Gerwin Goes To Plantation Bay

There was this reward at work where the best team from each LOB would be given the privilege to go to Plantation Bay and our team was awarded the best team for our LOB. Didn’t know about this as I was on LOA, but friends from work informed me about this and asked me to go with them after all am part of the team. My boss informed me about it too, a part of me (like 90%) didn’t want to go after all I’ve gone for quite sometime and I certainly haven’t contributed anything. Hehehe but then since my sched was moved instead of working 1:30 AM Monday, I was asked to work 1:30 AM Sunday and my boss said I’d go VGH at 8AM so I can ride the boss to Plantation. Didn’t have a choice then … no regrets though am glad I went with them. Hehehe the place was awesome, the food great and the company memorable.

Here are some pics taken from my cam and grabbed from friends.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Moi and Mitchy

Wish she was mine

Moi, Penny and Jonalyn

 

May 24, 2008

Homey

In the hotel we stayed in, in the reception area they have this sala set and a unique zebra chair that I kept on staring at the moment we passed by the reception hall on our way out. It stands out and though there are others like it strategically distributed all over the place its just a unique piece of furniture. On the 3rd level they have this business area where guests can hold meetings and such, its got that home office furniture that make it look a bit less formal and kinda homey, their bedroom furniture is one of a kind as well, it definitely feels like home. The hotel and all its facilities is ideal for anyone and the rate is definitely worth it.

The Inevitable

Had a call from my boss earlier today and I was informed that there were sudden changes with the schedule. Yesterday I was told I’d be back to work by Monday at 1:30 AM but with the sudden change it’d be later, 1:30 AM Sunday. *sigh* The change is fine, going back to work is inevitable unless of course I decide to go AWOL but then I have 2 years of working experience down the drain as a consequence if I do that.

The truth is I just don’t want to go back, right before my LOA I was hoping that in time I’d miss the job but damn it that never happened so here I am hours away from my shift feeling miserable. Am just not ecstatic of the thought of going back. *sigh*

Friends told me if I just don’t feel like it anymore to just go quit but coward as I am, am scared to do that … venturing into the unknown is just not my forte.

So here comes … Thank You for calling _______ my name is blah, may I have your name please …

Jewellery

They said all women love jewelries, am not sure if I agree to that as am not so into jewelries, I like looking at them but I don’t like buying them. Nonetheless found a shop online which sell jewellery at its finest and at a very reasonable price. From earrings down to anklets and watches they have it on sale. You can select by design, price and by the material its made of … quite a few caught my fancy though zodiac charms and cute pendants but then again, I love looking at them but don’t have plans of actually buying.

May 23, 2008

First Out of the Country Holiday : Singapore

Tuesday (May 13) I received a text message from my aunt (mom’s best friend) informing me that she’ll see me in Manila for a couple of days. As I didn’t like Manila that much I suggested that we go out of the country. Much to my luck and to her convenience she said yes and said we’ll go to Singapore. It;d be her stop over from Sydney (after flying from London) on her way to the Maldives.

Booked my flight the next day, I’d leave the country on the 17th of May at 7:55 PM and am expected to arrive in Singapore at 11:45 PM. She was there waiting for me and am glad I didn’t have to wait for her to come pick me up. The plane I boarded landing on Changi Airport on the Budget terminal, she told she wasn’t waiting for me that long though her plane arrived two hours earlier than mine because she had to rush from one terminal to the other to get to where am s’pose to be.

Singapore has 4 terminals, Qantas Air landed on the second terminal which was a bit far from the Budget terminal. She had to ask for directions on how to get there which involves the MRT and a bus ride.

We stayed at Holiday Inn Parkview Hotel, which if memory serves me right has the same room setup as the Heritage Hotel in Manila. Not much view from our window as it faces the street, I dropped dead on the bed the moment my head landed on the pillow and the next thing I know it was already 8 AM Sunday, woke up to the sound of knocking on the door. ‘Twas room service armed with our breakfast.

We both had American breakfast, talked about school mostly and work. I had the day all to myself, strolled along the nearby streets near the hotel and explored the Meridien Shopping Center for gifts and what nots. She gave me 1 piece of each denomination just in case I’d get lost and need to hail a cab back to the hotel.

Haven’t explored all of Singapore given the limited number of days I was there and as she’s still technically working though we’re s’pose to be on a holiday. But here’s a list of the places we’ve been to.

Chinatown – we asked the cab driver to take us there. Shops and lots of shops line the street, many tourists flock the Chinese Temple, and the whole place was bursting with activity and life. One street I’ll remember always is Mosque St. home to the finest restaurant I’ve ever been in, Sichuan Village Restaurant. Our favorites were fried rice with egg, sweet and sour pork, pan-fried beef with ginger and noodles with minced pork. You have the choice to have it cooked spicy or just the regular. Bought two of my presents from Chinatown, there’s a shop there called Arte that has awesome ladies handbags, got three there for Wafa, Mitchy and myself.

Arab Street – home of the finest tailoring. A quiet place full of shops selling scarves, carpets and shawls.

Little India – bursting with activity its given me a picture of how Bangalore might look like. Shops and restaurants line up full of people from various races.

Clarke Quay and Riverside Point – I was told Singapore only has one river and in here alongside Clarke Quay you get to take the guided cruise. We visited it at night and it was full of people locals and foreigners alike. Bars ands restaurants line up, its kinda difficult to choose where to eat. Had our dinner with a great view of the river, I had fried rice salted with silver fish and two glasses of cranberry juice. I forget what she got for herself but one thing to remember though their small size serving is good for two persons.

Haw Par Villa – Built in the 1937 by entrepreneurial and charismatic Aw Boon haw for his brother Boon Par, its a park filled with statues and dioramas of Chinese folklore.

Sentosa Island Resort and Spa – spent one whole day here, we visited the Underwater World, Butterfly Park and Insect Kingdom, Cineblast and the Dolphin Lagoon. Finally I got a good view of the world’s famous and rare pink dolphins.

Sentosa 2008

Singapore is truly a very clean country, I haven’t seen a single trash all throughout my stay, all one can see on the sidewalks are dried leaves. No graffiti anywhere and that truly amazed me. Also its a right hand drive there, taxi’s issue receipts and you can pay through credit card, haven’t seen a cab driver wearing shirts all of them wear short or long sleeved polos.

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May 22, 2008

Sale, sale and more sale

Thats what black friday 2008 is all about, its that day right after Thanksgiving where store give lots of discounts to kick start the Christmas season shopping. Usually the discount codes are a secret until you get them in circulation on your Thanksgiving paper. But with this website I found, they show you the ads before anyone else, making you plan which of the many things on discount you’re gonna buy.

May 15, 2008

Silk Flowers

And I thought this was real, the flowers she’s holding I mean, but they’re not they’re artificial silk flowers used by many brides nowadays due to its many advantages over the live ones. Not only as wedding flowers but there’s a growing number of people using them in hotels, hospitals, casinos and private residences. Amongst its advantages is that there’d be no insects and pets are not attracted to them. They offer savings in the long run as you don’t have to replace as often as you would with the live ones. One look you’d think they’re real but on closer inspection you’d see they’re that close to perfect replica of the live ones.

May 14, 2008

Two Down One More To Go

Tuesday night I found myself at Starbucks working on my research proposal due Wednesday first thing in the morning. Had lunch with Mitchy, Aisat and D at Breakfast Club were they left me when they head back to the office. Saw sunrise as I continued working on what seemed like an impossible paper, the wifi signal there was strong compared to that at Starbucks and its free too. Was in constant communication with a few friends on the floor and to my surprise Wafa and Bukie had a huge fight and just as always *sigh* like with the Creepy One and the Gamay I was the pseudo-counselor. Wafa had to keep asking me whose side am on and I keep reminding her no one’s. The good thing was with food I was able to appease her raging wrath and now hehehe they’re back on track with a few glitches that need smoothening out but at least they’re ok.

Wafa said am making her the subject of what I learned from my psychology and guidance class … only difference is the class was intended for exceptional children and the way I see aside from her wrath she was quite normal. Wahehehe.

My final examination for Psych and Guidance was a blast, it was a good thing I didn’t attempt to read all those handouts from the reports it would have been a huge migraine. So two subjects done, one more to go this Saturday and hopefully I’ll be able to convince my professor to let me go home earlier than the rest what with my flight to Singapore coming up. Weeeeeeee … shopping for friends and myself sure is number 1 on the list.

Presents

I know what Wafa asked me for presents from Singapore but then when I went to China Town and check one of the herbal stores in there the lady just showed this long list of best diet pills available. Some of the names I recognized to be available in the local market back home but the others were complete strangers, so I didn’t buy one and settled for a huge shirt for bukie and a chinese bag for wafa.

Check Up

My previous trainer who’s off to Canada informed me about his current condition with his heart. He’s saving up cause his planning to get some implantable cardioverter defibrillator for his health. At least it would lower down his risk of a sudden cardiac arrest because he’s being prepared. It’s hard to have that type of problem; knowing you have are in a state of sudden death. He wouldn’t want to take any chances so he’s purchasing one already. As for me, I should try and have a check up with our company doctor to have some things reviewed.

Watch Over You – Alter Bridge

Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love
I try to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go

And who is gonna save you when I’m gone?
And who’ll watch over you
When I’m gone?

You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone not yourself?

And who is gonna save you when I’m gone?
And who’ll watch over you
When I’m gone?

And when I’m gone who will break your fall?
Who will you blame?
I can’t go on let you loose it all It’s more then I can take
Who’ll ease your pain?
Ease your pain

And who is gonna save you when I’m gone?
And who’ll watch over you?
And I will give you strength when you’re not strong?
Who’ll watch over you when I’ve gone away?

Snow is on the ground
Winter’s come
You long to hear my voice
But I’m long gone

~ was talking to my previous team lead earlier this afternoon and as usual music would be part of the conversation, he sent me an mp3 file of this song and its just amazing. ~

May 13, 2008

Sleep Comfort

The hotel we stayed in, in Singapore has just this amazing soft down comforters that made getting off the bed terribly hard. But then I didn’t go to Singapore to sleep so off we go to see the world’s cleanest country with the beauty it has to offer.

Cables

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May 12, 2008

Monitors

A colleague of mine who’s into online poker mentioned couple of times that he’d buy a 17″ lcd monitor so he can have more room for laying out his cards. In the office I think we’re using 17″ and a friend of mine has a 19″ monitor at home which just doesn’t suit me well. Notebooks with huge displays doesn’t attract me at all, gave up my 14.1′ notebook coz its bulky and now am just plain ecstatic with my 12.1″ tablet pc.

HMDI

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) is a compact audio/video connector interface for transmitting uncompressed digital streams. It represents a digital alternative to consumer analog standards such as Radio Frequency (RF) coaxial cable, composite video, S-Video, SCART, component video, D-Terminal, and VGA. If you’re looking for one and is quite unsure as to what brand to go for, you can check out firefold.com, consult with their customer service before making a purchase.

The Sweetest Symphony

Rich and I were chatting on IM last night, he was at work and am at home encouraging my brain to start working so I can get started on my papers due this Wednesday. He loves music and so do I … shared with him this beautiful song, the sweetest song I’ve ever heard. An original from Bob Dylan, Garth Brooks did have a version of it but my favorite would the version of Josh Kelley, its the soundtrack of the teen movie, A Cinderella Story.

To Make You Feel My Love

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make u feel my love

One night when the shadows and the stars appear
And theres no one there to dry your tears
I could hold u for a million years
To make you feel my love

 

Oh i know u haven’t made your mind up yet
But i will never do u wrong
I knew right from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind we’d be wrong

 

Id go hungry I’d go black and blue
Id go crawling down the avenue
No theres nothing that i wouldn’t do
To make u feel my love

 

hmmm…..

 

Oh when the storms raging on the open sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds will change they’ll blow wild and free
You ain’t see nothing like me

 

I could make you happy make your dreams come true
Though theres nothing that I wouldn’t do
Ill go to the ends of the earth for you

 

To make you feel my love (4)

It’s also the song that’s playing on the background. Fell in love with the idea that somewhere out there someone is singing this song to someone special. (Am a hopeless romantic nutcase so bear with me).

May 11, 2008

Business

Because of the lack of something better to do with my life, I’m trying to find ways in order to start a small venture that could lead to a possible future. I like to negotiate and talk to a lot of people, even if I say that I don’t like to sell stuff. But it just naturally comes out of me when I see to it that the products or goods that I sell are worth selling.

In today’s world, you are not limited to the job that you have as everybody’s already multitasking because that’s how things are going. It’s actually good in some sense because it’s more money coming from the right direction; clean money that’s earned, that is.

My other colleagues at work who are also planning to expand their hobby of selling clothes to people are getting a small business loan; a wise decision as it’s a bit hard to find money these days. I hope that their project will prosper so that they will be able to reap the fruits of their hard work and labor. I wish them the best of luck as it’s also hard to do business these days because of tough competition.

A Song For Mama

Sunday afternoon, went to the cemetery accompanied by Nang Bebot and her daughter, Jenny to visit mom. Its mother’s day … the first since she left and I can’t believe I’ll be counting them year per year. We brought flowers and all offered a small prayer, I was told that she’s settled wherever she is and not worried about me because she hasn’t manifested anywhere … no dreams for me about her and all that.

You taught me everything,
And everything you’ve given me, I’ll always keep it inside.
You’re the driving force in my life, yeah.
There isn’t anything or anyone that I can be,
And it just wouldn’t feel right,
If I didn’t have you by my side.
You were there for me to love and care for me,
When skies were grey.
Whenever I was down,
You were always there to comfort me.
And no one else can be what you have been to me,
You’ll always be,
You will always be the girl in my life for all times.

CHORUS:
Mama, Mama you know I love you,
(Oh, you know I love you),
Mama, Mama you’re the queen of my heart.
Your love is like tears from the stars.
Mama, I just want you to know,
Lovin’ you is like food to my soul.

You’re always down for me,
Have always been around for me,
Even when I was bad.
You showed me right from my wrong,
(Yes you did).
And you took up for me,
When everyone was downin’ me,
You always did understand,
You gave me strength to go on.
There was so many times,
Looking back when I was so afraid.
And then you come to me and say to me,
I can face anything.
And no one else can do,
What you have done for me.
You’ll always be,
You will always be the girl in my life.

REPEAT CHORUS.

Never gonna go a day without you.
Fills me up just thinking about you.
I’ll never go a day without my Mama.

REPEAT CHORUS.

This was the song during mom’s funeral and everytime I hear it I can’t help for the tears to fall, when this plays continuously on my playlist its my uncle’s cue that am crying again. Can’t help it. My classmates now who knew of what happened to her said its a good thing I’ve moved on. Right, because the bubbly me is always to the fore when am at school so I look like the happiest girl in the world. So ironic. If only they knew.

May 10, 2008

For Wafa and Bukie

Wafa was asking me to look for effective diet pills for her and for Bukie in Singapore. Whew!! Their love has made them terribly fat that I kept on teasing her about it. So as their pasalubong from me, thats what she asked for. Problem now is how do I know which ones are effective and which ones are not?

For the House

One of the things that I like to window shop for are things for the house like furnitures, decors and window blinds. Its kinda hard to choose from wood blinds, faux wood blinds, mini blinds to vertical blinds. I guess it would have to be in line with the size of your window and your personal preference.

May 9, 2008

Market Research

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