Dimelo
Talked to Kitoy online and just as always he has been a good listener to my trivialities. Told him of the dilemma am in … of 5 bears(I’d like to think of them as koala bears) that’s causing havoc to my emotions. So lets begin with #1.
#1 - is a good friend, has shown me he cared since time immemorial, I was like the lil sister he was never blessed to have. Others who have seen as together thinks there’s something going on but as far as were both concerned, were friends nothing more nothing less.
#2 - is another good friend, he came at the darkest hours when things were just so messed up I had to pause before entering the elevator to put on my facade of nonchalant merriment. He might not know it but he has changed the way I think about life from absolute nothingness to every bit of hope there is out there. Has been sweet and kind and supportive. Those kind of people who arrived to help you out to make you see things are gonna be okay in the long run but when there task is done would just leave you bit by bit.
#3 - is the childhood friend, treated me like the baby sister he never have, the older brother I looked up to. After 22 years of nothing but friendship he told me he’d wanna marry me. (Ooooopppppssss … where did that come from?)
#4 - is another friend, a good friend of number 1 who accdg. to rumors (we shouldn’t really believe them) likes me but is willing to shut his mouth up as he thinks his friend the number 1 likes me. (Talk about good intentions)
#5 - is still another good friend (they all are), a sucker for music, can finish my sentences the same way I can finesh his, expressed his feelings towards me but assured me in the long run that he would always be around no matter what happens. Sweet.
Told Kitoy of numbers 1,2 and 3 but not of 4 and 5. What’s a girl s’pose to do when all she wanted was for who she wants to just say it … (dimelo)
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