Help Me Figure Out What I Want
Talked to Doi when I came in I was loads early for my shift so we got ample time to chitchat which brought the topic of her planned trip to Thailand, its basically a business trip as she’s going there with her business partner to shop for stocks for their RTW business. Now me being me, said I’d like to go and to make the story short I filed for leave (again!!!) on July 31st to August 8th. Planned on purchasing the tickets earlier but dilly dallied a bit as I was still informing my beloved aunt and wait what she has to say.
What she had to say was quite a mouthful if I may say so. She pointed out, “I can support you month per month should you decide to stop working and just do whatever you want, but what I cannot give you is the long term benefits the company is giving you which you obviously took forgranted.
Life didn’t stop when your mom left so unless you’ve figured out what you want to do with your life I suggest to stick with what you have and work on unclattering your clattered mind. “
Whew!!! that was a mouthful … and she’s right am not sure what I want, thats my biggest dilemma as of the moment figuring out what I want. Going to Thailand is like a dream come true and its within my grasp that I know but am not sure yet if my VL’s gonna be approved.
In an email exchange with Lex she said to just stick with the job still until I know what I want and is done with my masters besides I have friends here am sure gonna miss if I leave.
On her email :
“Btw, tell whoever he is about how you feel.. Set yourself free. hehehe
bahala xa it’s his loss kung dili xa karealize sa imo importance.”
Weeeeeee … I can only imagine the look on his face if I decide to spill my guts … that big WHAAAATTTTTTTT??? and the blank look and hopefully a beautiful smile and not a freaking rejection.
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Well my dear friend
Listen and follow your heart 
you can figure what you want 
Comment by Etavasi — May 31, 2008 @ 11:40 pm
Am not even sure what my heart is telling weeeeeee … so confused
Comment by My Pink Shoelace — June 1, 2008 @ 2:13 am
from one confused & indecisive girl to another, mabuhay ka kulot! nyahaha
Comment by soreal — June 1, 2008 @ 6:43 pm
mabuhay ka jan!!! last ka na lang hap … I havent been this extremely confused. Scary woi!!!
Comment by My Pink Shoelace — June 2, 2008 @ 2:13 am