My Pink Shoelace

Officially on hiatus … sorry guys. My notebook’s busted, my DSL connection is acting up, school’s fast approaching and am just terribly busy. Will catch up with yah guys sooooooooon!!

So Lexi was looking for specifically high performance gaming computers, she hasn’t had any luck so far but then again its not easy to look for these machines at an affordable price. So with a bit of online scouring, we ran into easy as my pc where they offer computers kits designed for gaming, business and basic. Checked on the specs and I think they’re great, we’re just unsure of how she’ll be able to get hold of the product. But an email has been sent to their customer service with questions and hopefully they’ll get back to her with enough answers.

No sir, well I don’t wanna be the blame, not anymore
It’s your turn, so take a seat we’re settling the final score
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can’t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you’re not here
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities I’m sure you’ve heard

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Hey, make your way to me, to me
And I’ll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let’s start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That’s what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Now I can’t trust myself with anything but this
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

Am actually looking for a wireless router. Stupid as it is but I had one before which I sold to a friend who needed it at the point thinking that am buying it for naught but here I am a few months after thinking of getting one again. So off goes the online hunting for a router preferably a KVM as I was told they’re pretty good.

[Intro: Jay-Z]
(Uh huh, uh huh) Ch-Yeah
(Uh huh, uh huh) Rihanna
Good girl gone bad
(Uh huh, uh huh) Take three… Action!
(Uh huh, uh huh) Hov!

[Jay-Z (Rihanna)]
No clouds in my stones
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame (Eh, eh, eh)
Coming down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone
We roc-a-fella (Eh, eh, eh)
We fly higher than weather in G5′s or better
You know me, in anticipation for precipitation
Stacks chips for the rainy day (Eh, eh, eh)

Jay
Rain man is back with little miss sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

[Verse 1:]
You had my heart, and we’ll never be worlds apart
Maybe in magazines but you’ll still be my star
Baby ’cause in the dark you can’t see shiny cars
And that’s when you need me there
With you I’ll always share because

[chorus:]
When the sun shine we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be your friend
Took an oath, I’mma stick it out ’til the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever know that we’ll still have eachother
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh-eh)

[Verse 2:]
These fancy things will never come in between
You’re apart of my entity
Here for infinity
When the war has took his part
When the world has delt it’s card
If the hand is hard together we’ll mend your heart because

[chorus:]
When the sun shine we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be your friend
Took an oath, I’mma stick it out ’til the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever know that we’ll still have eachother
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh-eh)

[bridge:]
You can run into my arms
It’s okay, don’t be alarmed
Come into me
There’s no distance in between our love
So gonna let the rain pour
I’ll be all you need and more because

[chorus:]
When the sun shine we’ll shine together
Told you I’ll be here forever
Said I’ll always be your friend
Took an oath, I’mma stick it out ’til the end
Now that it’s raining more than ever know that we’ll still have eachother
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh-eh)

[Outro:]
It’s raining (raining)
Oh baby it’s raining (raining)
Baby come into me
Come into me
It’s raining (raining)
Oh baby it’s raining (raining)
You can always come into me

[only in album version:]
Come into me
It’s pouring rain
It’s pouring rain
Come into me
Come into me
It’s pouring rain

I bought an external hard drive with a disk space of 120 GB, 40 gigs short of the disk space on my tablet pc. What prompted me to buy one was the fact that everytime I mess up my notebook and had no choice but to reinstall I’d keep on losing my music. Right now I got 10 GB of music and that a growing collection, am checking online and damn found a 320 GB external hard drive on sale.

2 AM and she calls me cause I’m still awake
Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?
I don’t love him, winter just wasn’t my season.
Yeah we walk through the doors so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize
Hypocrites, you’re all here for the very same reason.

Cause you can’t jump the track
We’re like cars on a cable
and life’s like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button, girl
So cradle your head in your hands.
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breathe, just breathe

May he turned 21 on the base of Fort Bliss
“Just a day,” he said down to the flask in his fist
Ain’t been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he’s been down for awhile
But my God it’s so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him maybe I’ll just sing about it

Cause you can’t jump the track
We’re like cars on a cable
And life’s like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button, boys
so cradle your head in your hands
And breathe, just breathe, whoa breath just breathe

There’s a light at each end of this tunnel
You shout cause you’re just as far in as you’ll ever be out
And these mistakes you’ve made
You’ll just make them again if you’ll only try turnin’ around

2 AM and I’m still awake writing this song
If I get it all down on paper it’s no longer inside of me
Threatening the life it belongs to.
And I feel like I’m naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary screamin’ out aloud
And I know that you’ll use them however you want to.

But you can’t jump the track
We’re like cars on a cable
And life’s like an hourglass glued to the table,
No one can find the rewind button now
Sing it if you understand, yeah breathe
Just breathe, oh oh breathe, just breathe, oh breathe,
just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe

I don’t have a car and neither do I fancy one but got a friend who just showed off his new ride two days ago and has been bugging me to look for a portable GPS system as he loves to just drive round the country. *sigh* so here I am looking for a portable one, hopefully I’d run into something pink!!

Am not at all savvy when it comes to downloading files from the internet using torrent, and truth be told I don’t have the patience to wait for the completion of the download. So since D knows all that, how it works and where to get those files (don’t understand what seeds and leechers are) I gave him my flash drive and asked him to look for the albums of certain bands, *sigh* bands which I think he has not heard of before. Weeeeeeeeee but he was able to find them, so am moving them to my hard disk so I’d be able to empty this up and give it back to him for more. Weeeeeeee (talk about abusing friendship … hehehe) he doesn’t seem to mind or at least I don’t think he does. Owe him a lot for all those other times I’ve whined about my notebook not working and him ending up fixing it while dozing off in between Doesn’t take much to make my day complete, non-stop music, coffee and am all set.

When I heard Don’t Cha by Pussycat Dolls way back I used to think it was cool having a female group collaborate with a rap artist. the song was stuck in my head for quite sometime, when asked who the artist was my immediate response was PSD, completely forgetting the fact that it was a collaboration. While this song was playing on my playlist at one time I did get the chance to search online for the lyrics and ran across Busta Rhymes Biography, an interesting read for those who are a huge fan and for the curious ones as well. Definitely one of the big names in the music industry.

No sir, well I don’t wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It’s your turn, so take a seat we’re settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can’t decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you’re not here.
‘Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why, all the possibilities I’m sure you’ve heard.

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.
And I’ll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let’s start, start, hey!

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That’s what you get when you let your heart win!
Whoa.

That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Now I can’t trust myself with anything but this,
And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

One of the places I would love to go to would be somewhere, heck anywhere in the Caribbean. Was doing my usual round of “travel’ online, came across St. Barts villa rentals, its a Caribbean resort and playground of the highest order. These villa rentals range from magnificent designer villas with a full range of amenities, to little beachside villas with the ocean at your doorstep.
Looking at pictures made my mouth water with the desire to have this as the next stop of my restless feet.

she’s blood, flesh and bone
no tucks or silicone
she’s touch smell sight taste and sound
but somehow i can’t believe that anything should happen
i know where i belong and nothing’s gonna happen

cause she’s so high
high above me
she’s so lovely
she’s so high
high above me
like cleopatra, joan of arc, or aphrodite
she’s so high
high above me

first class and fancy free
she’s high society
she’s got the best of everything
what could a guy like me ever really offer
she’s perfect as she can be
why should i even bother

cause she’s so high
high above me
she’s so lovely
she’s so high
like cleopatra, joan of arc or aphrodite
she’s so high
high above me

she comes to speak to me
i freeze immediately
cause what she says sounds so unreal
but somehow i can’t believe that anything should happen
i know where i belong and nothing’s gonna happen

‘cos she’s so high
high above me
she’s so lovely
she’s so high
like cleopatra, joan of arc or aphrodite
‘cos she’s so high
high above me

~~~ The original was from Tal Bachman, but I like Kurt’s version better~~~

Are you that road traveler, always on the go? If so then I think cell phone amplifiers and cellular antennas would be a must for you, for these devices improve your cell signal strength while traveling in your vehicle or even just in your home or office. Powerful Signal offers these devices with any mobile carrier all throughout North America, so if you’ve got restless feet and is always on the go then get these first before setting off to your next escapade.

Way back last year when I was still thinner (I’ve grown humongous in the couple of months) to have a nude painting of myself done (whew!!), but just like before looking for a portrait painting artist can be challenging. Used to know of someone who paints, he’s the son of a good friend of mom’s, we’re not close but we definitely know each other. When he arrived from the US and that topic was brought up I got scared and said I’ve changed my mind, the reality of actually doing it hit me full force in the head and it was scary knowing that I’d be bumping into him every once in a while seeing that they’re like a family friend. Was thinking that should I do it the artist is gonna be a complete stranger that once its over I wont be seeing him again at least not intentionally. But thats far from fruition as of now as I’ve said I’ve grown humongous and am not just imagining this, friends from work said so and damn quite a lot of my clothes are no longer fitting me.