My Pink Shoelace

if I said I Love You … What Would You Do?

July 16, 2008

Worst Review

Used to believe what you don’t know won’t hurt you and I still do really. But sometimes friendships are not always as black and white as they might to you, sometimes both parties are just not on the equal footing.

Or maybe its my fault for getting judged the way she did, maybe I tell her too much or maybe she has a different scale of what qualifies for being called a mature person and which one falls short.

And maybe I just think highly of her and of what she thinks and values as someone I can call a close friend that when I read what she said it made me cry.  That once again is being immature I guess from her perspective … where can I find friends who’ll just damn accept you for what you are and not treat you any less?

I feel like I’ve been the given the worst review ever from someone I least expect it.

On the side note … the hell with what she thinks, we’re friends at least I think we are but then again people are born to have that instinct to judge wittingly or unwittingly and she can have all her say, that’s her opinion after all. But am not living my life according to standards set by others; am living it the way I see fit and quite frankly am comfortable to say am not doing a bad job.