My Pink Shoelace

if I said I Love You … What Would You Do?

August 19, 2008

Miserable

The past few days found me crying miserably guess I just miss my mom and am miserable knowing that in my loneliness she’s no longer around to give me comfort that in my mishaps she’s no longer around to give me her sound advice. I mess up at work lately, I was on VL last Sunday for the nth time only to find out that it ticked the hell out of other people, I was on half day last Monday and on VGH after only two hours of working. I went to work with swollen eyes … the reason why I went half day. I can barely open my eyes and I’ve never seen them that swollen, when I arrived in the office one of the team leads jokingly asked, am I bitten by bed bugs again … I said yeah.

But we both knew better. When I went on VGH it was already daylight, I didn’t like the idea of going out and have people stare at my face so I went to the lounge and curl up into a ball and sleep.  If only I had one of those fashionable womens sunglasses I would have had the nerve to go home without fear of being stared at.

I was miserable and I guess I still am, but my problems shouldn’t interfere with my work and I’ll try my damnedest to follow that mantra.  I guess its never to late to start over.

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2 Comments »

  1. Hope you’re feeling better now!

    BTW, pls change my domain into http://www.obstaclesandglories.com

    Thanks!

    Comment by rose — August 21, 2008 @ 7:37 am

  2. Normally,guys stared at women. They like the complexion and they way get dressed. It is normal to be praised. There is nothing wrong with that.
    Ghena´s last [type] ..puffy eyes from crying

    Comment by Ghena — February 28, 2012 @ 4:49 am

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