Bubbles
Diva just got back from VL, he went to his father’s province and guess what he found there? … love and happiness … before he reported back to work we’ve chatted quite a few times and he’s told me of the new love of his life. I got the details earlier thru IM and when we ate after our shift at Jollibee. So Bena and I were like … ohhh thats so sweet, can’t help but envy what he has 
and I guess the same is true for Bena. We’re happy for him and its nice to know people are getting loved even if it has not happened to us yet.
Talked to lil gurl earlier right at the start of my shift it so happen I get to use the station next to hers and after what seemed like eons I finally get to talk to her. She’s plain glowing with love and happiness … after a failed and very disastrous relationship she’s back on track with her first love. Whew!! Guess first love never dies … lol!
I saw sparkle in her eyes and she was oozing with happiness though she looked tired what with school and work but still you just cant miss that glow.
~ February of 2007 ~
Mom : You’ve lost your bubbles and your smile doesn’t reach your eyes.
Me : The doctor said there’s nothing for us to do but wait.
Mom: I see. (there was a pause and she said) It wouldn’t be so bad, time would heal you up just fine. Dunno how long but someday somehow you’ll recover your bubbles.
~ December 2007 ~
She left and she took more than just bubbles away from me.
~ September 2008 ~
I look normal, I talk normal, heck I’ve mastered faking my bubbles and making sure my smiles would reach my eyes. Am good at it and people seem not to notice. But they’re gone and I don’t think I’ll ever recover them.
