Losing
Reactions to my shoutout are always welcome but at times they are kinda shaky and I hate it and it confuses and hurt me more than I can take. You know, it gets me cranky and unstable.
Ever had that feeling of pain that starts within your gut and goes all the way to your heart and decides to stay there. Gnawing its way deeper and deeper with no way out. It’s the same feeling I have everytime I realize am about to lose someone. It sucks to know that all I can do is just watch them disappear and just let go. I have trouble letting go of people I love and care about … but sometimes all I can do is just accept it.
