Letting Go
MJ and I had dinner last Thursday night after her shift, we were suppose to watch a movie you know catch the last full show but when we got there we were too behind so we chose not to and just had dinner at Don Henrico’s. We also spent an ample lot of talking after dinner which has always been the case with us and it made me voice out what I’ve been trying to hide for so long and I was relieved to know that she herself felt it too. You know how it is when you are single and you have close friends literally close that you spend almost all your free time with them only to have that change when your close friends finally found someone. Its like they leave you there you know … they would no longer have any time to spend with you and when you try inviting them for like drinks or a movie perhaps they’d either bail out because they’ve already have plans with their special someone or they’d say yes but then the other person would tag along making you the outsider during the entire experience, I mean hey, three’s a crowd.
So when I got really close with A it was great I guess and then Dada comes along and things just disintegrate little by little. Looking at our photos together made me ask did that really happen. But she’s happy where she is now and so all’s fine. Then I got really close with Kitoy and that disintegrated when he found someone too. This time MJ shared the sentiment because she lost her friend too (the girlfriend) and now it’s just hi and hello.
But then hey that’s the normal setup people come and go and am just thankful that at some point they became a part of my lifebook and I was a part of theirs. And when a door closes another one opens. So thanks for the memories.
