So Sweet
Her: I don’t know if I should be saying this
Her: but I think I should before you would know it from other people
Her: do you know that he will be going on a date?
Moi: nope … I haven’t spoken to him in ages … and if he is then good for him
Her: he already asked her out on Sunday
Moi: cool 
Her: are you sure?
Her: okies
Moi: yeah, are u worried about me?
Her: kinda…
Her: am always worried about you
Moi: ohhhh that’s so sweet and thanks … but am ok. I might not be if this thing happened two years ago … but I hardly know the person anymore.
Her:
And its true had this been two years ago I would have been disappointed like a mindless rag doll. But things are different now … what must have seemed like a sweet thing, the most likely match, the perfect symphony as others would have it doesn’t hold true now plus the person I used to know doesn’t seem to exist anymore and true people change but I’ve chosen to preserve the memory of who I used to know rather than deal with who he is now.
She might think I still hold the torch for him but I no longer do … it’s like that time when you say you’re totally in love with Leonardo Di Caprio after watching Titanic but in truth you’re infatuated with the character he played in the movie … uhmmm like falling for a highly idealized character of the person you subconsciously created. Just one of those Cinderella fantasies.
So … it’s safe to say am happy for him and if he chooses to keep me out of the loop then so be it. As mom would have it, another person’s affair is none of your business. But am really glad that she worries and that she lets me know … it’s very sweet and affectionate of her.
