Hahaha that’s what I’d like to think of my situation now lol. The doctor’s recommendation was that I be admitted but I don’t want to so she said the next best thing is to have me stay at home and rest so HOUSE ARREST bwahahahah.
I will have a new team lead starting next week, an obsessive compulsive female who normally would have cause my insides to go upside down but given the several choices of the available team leads on the floor she’s okay. I mean she was my friend first before she becomes my team lead and we’ll see how this goes otherwise there’s always the option to leave. My resignation letter is just one print away; and oh they bloody issued an NTE for me … for not calling in when I was absent for a day.
When you’re breathing is not as normal like most people and the air around you seems to run out calling the office is the least of your worries but then management is always management and being the lowly agent that I am all I can do is bow down and curse all of ‘em under my breath.

Isn’t it cute?? Hehehe I think it is and its part of the Holiday Fun Eyeglasses shipment part of the New Arrivals of the well known $8 Prescription Zenni Glasses. They have several cute and new designs all in time for the holiday seasons and right now I am thinking of getting a new one just like the one on the picture above … or maybe I could an Emily the Strange designed frame lol. My last glasses were of a Mickey Mouse designed frame … its time to go frame hunting!

ADVISED FOR ADMISSION to the hospital. That’s what my doctor said but being the stubborn brat that I am I said NO WAY. But truth be told, I don’t want to be admitted because I have no one to look after me, am a one man machine you know. If I’m gonna be admitted no one’s gonna run errands for me like buying the prescription from the doctor or processing the papers, no one’s gonna do that for me. So NO WAY am I gonna go admit myself.
What pissed me off were the stupid questions someone from work asked.
Me: I left my med cert in the office earlier today, do I have to call in every day am absent.
Person on the other line: Okay and Yes, I’m afraid you’d have to. What’s wrong with you again?
Me: [didn't you just read my med cert? It's on your f^ck!ng table] Asthma attacks again.
Person on the other line: Are you still having that condition?
Me: [*sigh* dum dum] Yes
Person on the other line: Can’t you come on in today?
Me: [bloody hell! you sure are stupid, aren't you???!!!] No, I can’t.
Person on the other line: Oh I see….. blah blah blah blah
For someone I thought rather decent and cute this person sure sounded stupid earlier. It was clearly stated, Doctor’s Recommendation: ADVISED FOR ADMISSION. Now you reader, if you read the doctor’s recommendation, would you still ask that person if he/she can come on in to work????!!!!




So the shoebox was given to me by Lovely on the Christmas of 1998, we were in our 6th grade, inside the box was the stone and a handmade journal. It was my first ever keepsake box and I have kept it since then. I was going through my stuff when I found it safely tucked away amongst the things mom considered [childhood memories]. It held all of the things I considered precious back when I was 12, letters [from her and RJ], birthday cards [from the rest of Magic 17] and what not.
I was told that the friends you meet in college are the ones who’d be your friends for life … I beg to differ, these two whom I met when I was in the elementary grade are my best friends for life and though we part ways [we did with college] we’d always find our way back.

Here’s a list of things I hope to accomplish for this week’s rest days: [Am crossing my fingers to get them all done!]
- Visit Mom [Priority 1; Severity 1!]
- Mail out all the envies [for my swaps, tags and sales]
- Update my ebay store and the rest of my blogs.
- Go to the Chinese Embassy and process a Tourist Visa
- Email someone [I have been neglecting his mail for the past two weeks now, lol. Am dead!]
- Sort out my stuff [stickers and what not]
- Scrapbook [here we go again!]
- Finish my swap-bot organizer [I need to have this done ASAP!]
- Get ready for the launch of Windows 7 [I can't believe I just f^ck!ng said that ... tugs!]
- Clean up my cluttered [hard disk drives]. Files are just everywhere.
- Try to stay WELL, I mean NO ASTHMA ATTACKS pls. [but with these past few months, a day without one is like a miracle from heavens!]
Did I just tell you am busy??? No wonder am the oldest 23 year old I know!

Am not gonna say Sunday … not the band that is lol. Okay what am about to write is the freakin cast off heated mattress pads she gave me [against my will that is, mind you] last last year right after winter solstice but guess what she’s asking for it again! With the nonchalant approach that goes like this, hey remember that matty I gave you say last year??? well … can I have ‘em back please. I was like, I puked and peed on it … you still want it. She looked at me in the eye with the blank stare of a lunatic. Is it me or has the world gone haywire? 
Back in September before RJ and Vince leave for Cagayan and stay there for over a year the three of us [Rose, RJ and moi] had lunch at Bigby’s in Ayala. we’re sure gonna miss her but then again each of us have to go our separate ways and follow the road that life takes us. For her and Vince [we just adore him too] that’d be spending a year with RJ’s dad in Cagayan as a nurse in one of the public hospitals there while processing their papers for Canada. Meanwhile Rose and I are still in Cebu, though Rose would prolly be leaving for Dubai pretty soon and join her Mom and Dad who are pretty much established there. That’d leave me … alone … again … on my own … in the city I grew up in. *sigh*

- my strawberry milkshake -

- RJ’s order … forgot the name lol -

- French Fries -

- Carbonara for Rose -

- That’s for me but I totally forgot the name lol -

- the beautiful RJ -

- the shy Rose -

- My Left Over lol -
So no photos of moi as am the one taking them! Waaaaaaaaa tugs! Anyways, the food was yummy though as usual I was not able to finish up all of mine [this is rather normal so they're used to it]. RJ and Vince are already in Cagayan safe and sound, and we missed her terribly. Thank God for Facebook, YM and IM … communication is just a few clicks away lol.


I have been a member at postcrossing for 5 months now and have received several wonderful postcards from people all over the world. Today I got this postcard from Germany, isn’t it lovely???

Well, ever since I lent my phone to Vince, I haven’t had any for I dunno close to a week now. lol. I have another phone, the one given to me by RJ [one of my best friends] way back in college. It’s a teeny weeny phone actually, a silver flip phone. I have not used it for three years now and I dunno am just feeling rather lazy in charging it. I’m not a mobile person, I don’t text a lot … literally it’d be surprising for me to send more than 5 messages in a day, most days I don’t touch it. Tugs!
But I might have to charge it and start using it especially as am going back to work, I almost always text Bena the cab’s plate number on my way to work. Speaking of work … *sigh* work sucks!


What’s suppose to come next to that phrase is the word “affection” right?? I mean typically that’s the common word but not with him. I always thought they look good together and after seeing them all sugary sweet one time I thought that was the real deal. Unfortunately it wasn’t and many of us wondered why … they just drifted apart from the sugary sweetness to the cold “hi and hello” kinda thing. Without knowing fully well why I kept on teasing him senseless and he’d say, “We gotta talk about that” … and I was like yeah … what really happened???
We never got to talk about it … we only did just a couple of weeks ago and I’ve been teasing him for months!!! Now what turned out to be the object of his affection turned out to be the very person who’s now making him wanna puke! Can you imagine???!!!!!
This is what happens when love turns ….. sour!

I run across this word while googling for a 1906 one peso Philippine coin, I want one .. we’ll am looking forward to starting a 1900 and onwards collection of the one peso coins and though that’s gonna mean a whole lotta money but am pretty excited about it.

Am on leave since the 12th and won’t be back till the 18th supposedly so I could study for the comprehensive exam but life took on a different course and I didn’t make it to the application deadline. So yeah, another wasted year for me … I didn’t go out of the country [I'd love to] because I don’t anyone to accompany me. What’s keeping me busy these days are the following:

I am back on track with fb’s and what not and ever since I joined swap-bot I’ve been addicted since then, met really nice folks who loves getting mails like I do. I’m also working on my ebay store, my scrapbook, and other altered stuff. I found another outlet and am loving it, wish I could just stay where I am and not go back to work … and deal with … nevermind.

Leslie and her family are on the move again, this would prolly be there 5 for this year. It must suck to have to go move to another city every so often. Her father’s job is taking them everywhere that she must have attended several schools already and have really form real deep friendship over the course of the years right now they are moving to another state and so her mom’s looking for long distance movers to help them out move their stuff. Good luck Les!

Is it me or what??? But all of my friends whom I asked a whimsy as a birthday and Christmas gift gave me the … “You want a what???!!!!” tugs! I came to the conclusion that I am the weird one because all of them as in literally all of ‘em say a total of … uhmmm let me write the names: Mitchy, Te Kate, MJ, Bena, Diva, Dodong, Aisat, Druggie, Momie Alvie, Lily, Kitoy, Rich and A … they all gave the .. nevermind. But with the power of google and my explanation they finally got it. Nyahahaha so there you go my whimsy list tugs!!!
Told MJ, I can’t wait for my birthday … hahahah hope something turns up but as for Dodong oh well … he’s a hopeless case. One look at him and you’d know he knows NO ART. Weeeeeee lol.

- Mail a bunch of envies for my swaps
- Go to school and process compre application
- Pay Bills
- Ship an item to a customer (yipppeee!!! Made a sale!)
- Visit Mom.
- Talk to druggie … yesterday’s IM was not finished … hmmmphh!
- Look for stuff [in short mag laroy-laroy sa dalang colon ug magallanes wahehehe]
- Uhmmm …. update my blogs. tugs!
- Work on my scrapbook.

Ok … so I haven’t been ranting though a part of me really want to especially with all the nasty zits I’ve been hearing at the office … but *puff* and *poof* no can do … zip zip zip zip. What’d you do if .. oh crap! am not s’pose to write that … right *somebody*???? issue??? nah … just pure unadulterated fact!
What the??!!! nevermind … I’ve gone lunatic … but truth be told, if things were to go my way I would have skinned that bastard alive … till he bleeds and even when he’s all dried up it still won’t be enough for the freakin well of tears I’ve shed …
If you read this and you know f^ck!ng well know who you are??!!! Then know that in the deepest recesses of my mind I’d love to cut your heart out and watch you bleed.

I haven’t done anything EMO (lol) as of late as I am busy exploring my artistic side (tugs!) but seriously ranting on this blog just doesn’t seem enough anymore. So right now what’s occupying my frizzled brain and my current burning obsession has everything to do with a whimsy jar and all the whimsies on it.



Images taken via google images
There yah go I want one filled with scrapbooking goodies and loads and loads and loads of cute ribbons and buttons in pink and brown theme!!! I want one I want one I want one I want one I want one. lol
I’ll ask Mitchy and Bena and Diva and Lily and Keith and Aisat and Dodong and Te Kate and MJ and Momie Alvie … tugs! Kitoy was right am one hell of a brat!

He said its most likely disapproved and I was like what??!! It’s the whole world came crashing down. And I know that many people frown at the sound of my name and words vacation leave put together but the hell with them. This time am not going anywhere not out of the country not even outside of the city. Was gonna use those days to study and yes study I mean literally cram my brains out for the upcoming comprehensive examinations for my master’s degree.
Am not sure what’ll happen, I texted her already and to be honest am not even sure what I want her to say … you know … all I know is everything is just f^^k!ng floating at the moment.

Thats the message I got on my phone from Shelly … she is on a massive diet and serious “losing those fat” regime which includes exercise, fat burners, food control and what not … lol how long it’d last I have no clue but that’s what she’s into right now. She has gained a 20 pounds as a result of the not so long ago depression mode brought about by the recent called off engagement. Being an emotional eater she has binged on almost everything … and now she’s regretting it. Tugs!

My taste in music is not what most people would consider conventional for girls my age and according to many (I’ve heard this so many times, it’s like listening to someone recite the National Anthem) the songs that I listen doesn’t fit my personality (someone so awfully introverted and silent). *sigh*
Then here comes another comment that am so old school … I know the bands I listen to are already defunct and were long famous in the 90′s when I was still in knee socks and pigtails. lol When Vince (RJ’s boyfriend) asked me what the first ever band I liked and prolly the biggest musical influence ever I said, “that was 1992 I was 7 and the band was Soul Asylum album was Let Your Dim Light Shine”. He was like …. what the???!!!! Tugs!
He asked so I answered. Then there’s other person who cannot for the life of him believe that I am still eeffffffing 23 … duh???!!!! Am not as old you dude lol just my music.

I saw lots and lots of cute cupcake graphics online and I just can’t help but like ‘em. As of late am addicted to anything kawaii … gosh didn’t even knew such a word existed till a couple of weeks back and now am hooked. lol
Now am wondering where I can get a hold of cupcake themed lettersets, envies and stickers. Any ideas?


Aging! lol a neighbor of mine who’s rather vain is trying her hardest to keep those wrinkles at bay. She’s only in her early thirties but she has been using all sorts of facial products just to keep the youthful look on, we kept telling her … aging is inevitable but she won’t listen. She said so long as she has the best wrinkle cream in her bathroom mirror that should prolong her youthful glow.

Someone from the office who has signed up for some networking deal mentioned to us once that one of the products they are selling is a weight loss supplements made of herb properties that’s guaranteed to help you loss all those fats around the middle lol. Though no one from our circle of friends have tried it but she’s been convincing us that it’ll work.

Tugs! That’s what my uncle said when I arrived yesterday from work. The faucet in the bathroom is no longer working, I mean even though you seal it tight water would still go dripping in easy succession that in a day we’d have 1 big pail full of dropping water, not good for the water bill. Now that it’s my rest day I’d prolly go window shopping at the malls looking at the home and hardware section for faucets [hopefully there's a pink one lol] and see if I can buy something to my liking.

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