I have this habit of surfing aimlessly around the web looking for nothing in particular. It is during these times when I would almost always end up finding something. Take for instance yesterday I was just clicking in random various videos in YouTube when I landed on this music video:
Listening to this song made me wanna do two things: learn how to play the drums (that’d be cool) and learn how to play an electric guitar (lol). I have been eyeing this pink Fender Jaguar at a local music store downtown and though I have no idea how to play it, I’ve been thinking that buying it might be a good reason enough to learn how to play it.
Seriously listening to this song … I somehow found myself wishing am some sort of rock star. ^_^
I have got this feeling that if I really let myself lose I’d be quite needy or clingy. I hate that ….. right now though am missing someone. I’ve missed her for quite sometime now and though I’ve tried contacting her through all channels I could think she has never responded.
If you still visit my blog every now and then and happen to see this please … message me. Heck, you know where I live why don’t you come visit? On second thought better let me know first otherwise you might end up visiting while I smelled like a pig in shit.
I miss you bro … its been years since I last saw you.
Amused to find only a handful remembered to greet me without being reminded by Facebook.
Woke up to find a couple of text messages wishing me well and blah blah blah (that was nice)
A phone call from someone I least expected to remember much less call had me grinning almost all day like a pig in shit.
True we used to be close but that was 4 years ago (where we talked everyday) …. now I’d wonder what ate up his ass if a stray text message from him comes my way.
So Thank You … that was a pleasant surprise.
A friend from high school who’s now in Dubai greeted me via chat and I was surprised she remembered. She said “its etched in my brain and I don’t need any reminder to remember”. (Awww that’s sweet)
Then MJ posted a photo collage on my FB wall in greeting …. and soon the greetings came in. Oh well at least now my wall doesn’t look so bare anymore. LOL
My boss asked if am going out tonight to celebrate or will I wait till this weekend. I said … nope, nanimo nai … its just gonna be me and my god celebrating.
Any particular gift you’d like to have? …. Uhmmm nope am quite happy with what I have.
Or wait …. maybe a pink rose …yeah no one’s ever given me one before. I think that’d be nice.
The greetings from those who remembered without being reminded had me grinning “literally” like a pig in shit.
I’ve never been one to notice or follow fashion trends but this time I could not help but notice as more and more people I happen to meet are wearing some sort of stainless steel necklace similar to the one above.I’m not exactly sure where they bought it but I have seen a lot of men and women alike wearing something like it. I then realized that its a growing trend these days, maybe I’ll get one too.
There are those months when the flow of my period is just so bloody strong that a regular pad won’t cut it. It’s during these days when I am at my worst mood and had I been a corporate employee I would have called in sick and not go to work. Thankfully I now work from home and no one else has to witness my foul mood. I remembered a friend once mentioned trying the use of an adult diaper and back then I snorted in disgust. It made me think of a big whiny baby and the image just didn’t sit well. But now am thinking to give it a shot.
Monthly bills are the reason why I work as hard as I do and though its not the right motivation what can I do? Reality bites and it stinks. A couple of months ago I added another bill and that is the monthly payment for my high risk life insurance plan. At first I thought it was all manageable but now I am seriously beginning to question that. Meeting both ends meet is getting very difficult. I just hope things would look up soon.