My Pink Shoelace

That’s the personal message I have on my Windows Live Messenger used both at work and when am at home (it logs me in automatically the moment my notebook’s turned on). Now this message seem to have captured a few of my friends/colleagues attention, now is that so impossible? I mean couldn’t a rascal of a girl like me fall in love? Am a girl too you know … not like your super lady like, elegant girls but a girl just the same.

There’s this guy back in college who reminds me of Lestat (the image of how Lestat is s’pose to look like) everytime I see him, one cute guy I should say and very nice too. He never looked my way other than that of friends and am happy to say he’s finally done with college and is now a preacher of their religion.

When I saw House of Flying Daggers, I was smitten then and there by Jin played by Takeshi Kaneshiro because he looks just like that guy I fell for in college. *sigh* Both of them out of reach … so am loving them in silence (charoooootttt!!!). Am not giving up my religion for love … that comes first so Lee was out of the picture and Takeshi well … he’s out of coverage area tooo. Waaaaaaaaaa is this my fate? Is this how things are gonna be for me? (Drama -rama !!!)

Bwahahaha … am smiling as I type this post … I could stare at Takeshi all day long if given the chance (just like I would with any beautiful piece of art) . There’s also someone else I could stare at too for who knows how long the difference is with him I know I’ll never run out of things to say and that he’ll never be just another beautiful piece of art, he’s someone I can pour my heart out. Now that’s what I call lllllloooooooovvvveeeee …. *sigh*

*sigh* Aren’t they beautiful? A boquet like this would make any girl’s day seem perfect.

SEVENTEEN:
U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY

SIXTEEN:
WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.

FIFTEEN:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

FOURTEEN:
YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU’RE WITH THEM

THIRTEEN:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU’RE/THEY’RE AROUND.

ELEVEN:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME

TEN:
YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.

NINE:
WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN’T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER.

EIGHT:
YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM

SEVEN:
THEY’RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

SIX:
YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.

FIVE:
YOU REALIZE THAT YOU’RE ALWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.

FOUR:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

THREE:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME…

TWO:
YOU WERE SO BUSY THINKING ABOUT THAT PERSON, YOU DIDN’T NOTICE NUMBER TWELVE.

ONE:
YOU JUST SCROLLED UP TO CHECK & ARE NOW SILENTLY LAUGHING AT YOURSELF.