Sayonnara …
I said goodbye to my second family earlier today. I handed my resignation letter effective immediately and I am just glad that the big boss accepted it … otherwise my four years tenure would go down the drain. People were surprised, they knew that at some point I would leave they just didn’t expect it to be so soon.
I filed a leave for the first two weeks of June last April and there no feedback whatsoever and no response to the follow up I made, I only knew last Wednesday that it was disapproved because of staffing issues. For personal reasons I have to be overseas for these dates and I chose to leave … what I didn’t expect was it to hurt the way it did and I cried, cried like I did when mom died. Anj told me not to cry much, she said it’s not a loss but an opportunity for me to venture out on something new.
I guess I wasn’t ready emotionally to let go of the people I have come to love … it sucks and a part of me is afraid that with the separation I made with the company comes the separation of the friendship I have with so many people. I have become rather clingy ever since mom left after all friends are all I have right now and I hate the thought of losing them.
Before I went to the office to tender my resignation I made a promise to myself that I won’t cry … my friends would always be around no matter where I work and we’re just one text away from each other. But that changed when I said goodbye to dodong and cried, I cried when I talked to Te Kate yesterday and I’m just glad I didn’t see Mitchy on the floor earlier otherwise it would have been too difficult to stop the tears from coming.
Weng, you are such a crybaby! I mentally scolded myself over and over … but you my dear reader must understand, this is my first job, a job I held for four years and leaving all these people behind was harder than I could ever possibly imagine. We said we’d keep in touch and am holding that thought close to my heart; my comfort words.
**Sayonara – It Has Been Sweet**
I suck at saying Goodbyes … so I’d do it in writing.
It has been an amazing four years with you guys, I’ve found my second family here and it’s painful for me to leave but the circumstances forced me to choose … I’m at the point where no matter how I want to compromise I can’t seem to have both.
I cannot begin to describe how thankful I am to have met all of you … so I guess this it … and I’ll see you guys around.
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Weng 
————– end of chapter 1
————– looking forward to starting chapter 2
Sydney White is like a modern take of the classic fairy tale, where Sydney going to college to the sorority house where her mom used to be a member of only to fall under the hate radar of the sorority’s president … it’s another feel good movie with a happy ending and it’s nice not to mention the the “prince” is played by a dashing young man in the person of Matt Long.
Another round of happy endings … hehehe.
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Albeit, this is way off the bandwagon already … but am catching on thanks to the ebooks a colleague of mine sent over at work. Am hopelessly falling deeper than ever with the Twilight series … I know I know this is way obsolete but better late than never right? The last series I got hooked on was Harry Potter, followed by the Shopaholic and now whew … am falling in love with Edward!!!
because he looks just like that guy I fell for in college. *sigh* Both of them out of reach … so am loving them in silence (charoooootttt!!!). Am not giving up my religion for love … that comes first so Lee was out of the picture and Takeshi well … he’s out of coverage area tooo. Waaaaaaaaaa is this my fate? Is this how things are gonna be for me? (Drama -rama !!!)
